Hope - Think - Memory

In a memory
I find it all
The passion
The joy
Even love
But the rose
Keeps me awake
A memory
Supressing me
Blessed by a thought
The memory


I am lost in a translation that no longer exist, horrified by the moment of lonliness I pray for forgivness but recieve none. Looking for a bright star in the night sky. Blank by the darkness that is absolute. Somehow I cannot stop thinking about a memory that is a plague for my mind, where did it all go? Reason is lost within me and I want to reach out to you from a distant star, hoping you will hear my voice which is drowned with endless dreams of love. A memory is all that remains now. Nothing I can erase from my mind any longer. I cling to my grapevine, for it is all I have left.