The Kingdom of Myself

Someone else's in charge
Someone else's choice of path
Someone else's joy to behold

Here I see something more
Here I hear something new
Here I understand nothing

Nowhere to be
Nowhere to belong
Nowhere to go home

Transcended to old habits
Transcended to new emotions
Transcended back to darkness

Within the kingdom of yesterday
Within the kingdom of tomorrow
Within the kingdom of reality

To be forgiven this time around
To sense forgivness of this past
To be forgiven for everything

A shroud of love
A shroud of hate
A shroud of unity

With painted pain
With emotions of scar
With passion fading

Mournful of the way it blossom
Mournful of the way it showed
Mournful of the way it happened

Lost within translation
Lost within the moment
Lost within eternity

Turned away from a path of comfort
Turned away from a smiling face
Turned away from a shadow

Within the kingdom I am petrified
Within the kingdom I am horrified
Within the kingdom I am glorified

Still I pretend
Still I imagined
Still I remained

I am a ghost of a younger me
I am a rebel of a future war
I am a prisoner of a new world

A stanger to myself
A stranger to what is
A stranger to you

This life is for sale
This life is for rent
This life is for free

I am worn down
I am won't return
I am at no castle

The dream have to die
The dream is not real
The dream is only a dream

Welcome to the kingdom of nothingness
Welcome to the kingdom of emptiness
Welcome to the kingdom of lonliness

Return to what seemed well
Return to what world is yours
Return to what is right

Disturb me less
Disturb me no more
Disturb me nevermore

Do not forget
Do not remeber
Do not hold on

Farewell to the kingdom of loss
Farewell to the kingdom of pain
Farewell to the kingdom of soul

I am down here
I am what I am
I am my kingdom